Wow what a couple of months we have had. And the emotional rollercoaster that I have been on and been putting Matt through.

We have been busy packing, getting the van “Right” and spending time with our loved one’s.

Everytime we do something there has been a different emotion to feel. The realisation of missing our loved one’s and any milestone’s that may happen while we are gone.

Packing the house is not like packing to move from one house to another. But packing and not knowing when you will be back to these things. We have kept them for so long now but why? Do I really need to keep it? Will I miss it? Is it something that may have meaning to the boys when they get older? Or am I just being stupid?

Then our eldest son, who has just completed kindergarden/prep, says he doesn’t want to leave his friends and hates that I have already packed away all his things. And our youngest son we have just found out that he might have to have minor surgery. My emotion’s have been all over the place are we doing the right thing for our boys? Will they continue to learn all they need to, to slip back in to the normal schooling later? Will they be ok socially later?

Getting the van ready and our final purchases arriving is helping build up the excitment and I can’t wait to go.

We also have had a few weekends away in the van and I can’t wait to live that cruisey lifestyle being able to explore our country with the boys.

So many emotions and thoughts going through my head. No wonder why I have lost track of time and christmas is only around the corner and I’m not ready.

Hope everyone has a safe and merry christmas.

Can’t wait to share our adventure’s with you all. xo